10 things i hate about you

The inevitable life cycle of "The Blog" caught up with me today. I realize that i spent the first few days fascinated with myself, writing all the time. “The world now knows what I think about it all,” i say to myself, keeping them updated on my most recent bowel movements, emotions and the like. Then after a week i decided to look up how many people have viewed your page since its inception and realized no one gives a shit what i said (ok, some do give a shit, u know i dont mean shit, just a way of saying). That’s when the indifference sets in and, typically, i suddenly find myself without anything worth writing about. But it is a mistake to think that way actually!

Haha, no offense to the people out there, update your blog. Wkb, PP, Alison ... if you are suffering that "blog cycle" above, update your blog because i do give a s*** about what you say on your blog ok. So yeah update!

It happened to me for the last two days either been rotting at work, getting back to hostel, or lying awake desperately trying to cling to the denial that I have to repeat all over tomorrow.

I cam across a web page today and i found this, it is very ... uhm, up to you how you want to interprete it la :)

I hate the way you talk to me

and the way you cut your hair

I hate the way you drive my car.

I hate it when you stare

I hate your big dumb combat boots

and the way you read my mind

I hate you so much it makes me sick.

It even makes me rhyme

I hate it-

I hate the way you're always right
I hate it when you lie

I hate it when you make me laugh,

even worse when you make me cry

I hate it when you're not around

and the fact that you didn't call

But mostly, I hate the way

I don't hate you, not even close

not even a little bit,

not even at all

Sometimes i need sometimes on my own

The blissful regularity of life has returned today, 31st May 2009.

No more waking up at 9am and staying up late till 4am. No more is the moment when a pig feels so guilty of itself not doing productive things besides watching movies and listening to music. And no more is the moment when the foreign crowd of ISSF ans SISC riled up that pig by their industriousness and devotion to so-called "SCIENCE". Haha laugh it off!

Yes, regularity is what I’ve needed and I’ve been eating a cup of noodles and two cookies (pretty normal during SYF :). After all the fun with my friends I really needed time with my works and– OH F*** I’M MOVING AFTER 2 WEEKS!

Well, this week was progressing way too quickly. I have exactly 7 days before I move (the moment i am posting this) and I’ve literally done nothing except make a To-Learn list for Common Test that I have no intention of adhering to and " go shopping".

Just on Friday, I have told myself that this week was unproductive, but now rethink about it, i realize i have learned a lot, a lot of "shopping". And yes, at least i didnt rest my butt on bed for 7 days. Three out of seven, my butt was somewhere in Orchard. Those fun and enriching trips to Orchard turned me from newbie to a novice, and probably a shopcaholic. I want to go next week haha. And yup, millions of thanks to those who went with me (you know who you are), without you i am still me who will say "I thought Heeren is part of Far East" or "You want to buy shirts, then go Mark&Spencer for what, they sell cookies leh" or even more stupidly "

Yesterday I walked along the beach in the morning and got all sentimental. Today I woke up in a haze and went for PW group work and NHSS rehearsing for 6 hours. Since then, i watched "In land of woman" "Good Luck Chuck" (sweet, romantic and ...). Like them :)

I feel like i am moving and tomorrow will be a full day of work, and the day after tomorrow and will be the day after that ...

Just one last word, MLD seniors are leaving and i am very regretful that i couldn't spend the last outing with you guys. I will miss you guys pretty much. And Lizhu, you want a post? There will be a full post for all of you but not now, there will be a moment when i cant see all of you often and that is when i will miss you all at max, i will post :) When the emotion is streaming in your blood, your words would be the most truthful ones.