When you say nothing at all - Ronan Keating

Since the start of this year, i thought study will be my main focus for this year. Unlike IP1 and IP2, JC1 was warned to be much tougher. However, things have changed and changed a lot.
The start of JC1 reminds me of the start of IP1, the first year when i came to Singapore (when i was 16 years old). I chose to come to Singapore to study, part of the reason was a better educational quality but besides was a chance to escape from the sad memories. I thought i would start a new life here. But my life seems to be repeating itself. Three years ago, i had to give up on something just because the physical distance and time didn't allow us anymore. And each of us chose to go on our own way and only hope that by a slim chance will we see each other again in a far future. As i recalled, things went chaotic for me. I started my high school life without paying attention to anything, but living in memories echoing from the past. The first year of high school was gone and i didn't know that it had ended. Over the summer, i realized i need a new start and fortunately enough, the door to Singapore was open to me.
I came here promising to myself that those wont happen anymore. I determined that i will live without dreaming of the past too much. As time went on, those had faded. I thought i will live on like this for the next 2 years but no, things changed. That happened again and this time round, it was really fast. Everything happened so fast that i couldn't know anything. I spent time recalling, thinking and reasoning. In the end, that was so unthoughtful of me.
From this experience, i have learn so much. About life, love and friendship. Sometimes you wont be able to distinguish these three but in the end you have to. Perhaps goggling wouldn't give you the answer.
Personally today i know that when i left everything behind with a bitter smile, i know the difference. Though my smile can be bitter, it s a smile eventually because it s happiness to both.

Voodoo Child - Jimmy Hendrix

Today is actually a great day. Finally, my soul is coming back for me. I felt i am dancing for Mld practice (not lifting legs and hands for the sake of doing training like yesterday). Maybe sharing some thoughts on my very own blog did help.
Because training was so interesting, i didn't really feel exhausted after it. In evidences, i can still go down to paint the plates and play soccer until 7 pm.
There is an interesting story i want to share. It originated because we didn't have enough super clay for the plates. I had to go to BTP to buy. On the way back to school, i passed a soccer field and the people were playing there. Suddenly out of no where, a thought of how a soccer player should train came to my mind. From the bus to CCA room, i kept thinking: "perhaps a forward attacker needs to train to be able to play as a goal keeper, besides his main job as forward attacker". Simply, the reason is that it s good for him to know how a goal keeper think in tackling opposite forward attacker and hence, effectively can score better. Alternatively, goal keeper needs to know how to play as forward attacker. LOL, just a thought because i got nothing to do on the way back. Haha, i forgot my ear phones so couldnt listen to music.
In the evening, again i was thinking how everything is going at home (my very own home, not hostel). So i called back. Haha it s so good to be able to hear father, mother, brother and sisters' voices again. My sister screamed at the phone. I think she just cuts her hair and now looks like a boy :D A bit sad about my brother la, but i don want to mention here lol. It was a magic that made me call home at this moment (normally i wont call on Friday night cos my family is out for dinner), but today i think they also felt that i would call so they didnt go. HAHA MIRACLE!!!
The song for today is VOODOO CHILD by JIMMY HENDRIX! Lol, am i a voodoo child?
Ld

Soul of a Vagabond - Stratovarius

Hi, World! I m posting something here! Is it ok?
Today started quite badly. Firstly because it started at 2 in the morning. Yesterday at 10, i got a call and i was ordered to move room because ... ( actually i didn't ask for the reason). Thank God, i have finished moving by 4 in the morning and eventually could go to sleep (the best part of the day perhaps).
As a result, i was late for training (though i planned to be late, reasons being that i need to take the stuffs my parents had sent over). In the end, i was late for training and couldn't get my stuffs. Training was fine i guess, as normal but just that i was nt really pleased that we have to train 5 hrs a day and in three consecutive days. -.-
In the afternoon, i was sitting and discussing some stuffs with Thinking and Kurt. We talked about Malay dance before, at the moment and after. Very philosophical i must say though i didn't really participate. Physically i was there but my soul is lingering somewhere else. Hell i think :((
I think i have lived today without my soul. I just did things because i had to, not because i wanted to. Actually i don't really know.
Fun stuffs: ever wonder what a Vagabond is. Just Google it, simply it means someone with no fixed home, someone who keep moving without knowing where he is going to. Not really true for me because i know what i must do in the next two years (or at least now). But after that, i havent thought of anything yet. Where will i go? THAT S A GOOD QUESTION LOL

More than words- Extreme

A very good morning! It is three thirty in the morning (18th of Mar). Remember this day, boys -.- this day i have created my very own blog.
Through this blog one would like to share his ideas, opinions, interests, thinking and even emotion with everybody else (it does not matter if you are anonymous) :D
Because of those things one wants to achieve, hopefully this blog can be "more than words", not in the way of being written badly but in the way of being sung beautifully.
DISCLAIMER: My passion for rock is burning so maybe i will just post a lot and a lot of rock songs so please bear with me (because this s my blog LOL)! I m not responsible if anything happen to anyone who read this blog because it s from my personal perspective.
Thank you very much!