Thank you - Dido

Normally i don't blog on weekdays but today is an exception because today is really not a good day but yet there are lessons to be learned. I certainly don't mean all those econs, GP stuffs because they are lessons that i am forced to learn. To be honest, i am sick of studying econs so i blog. The lessons i am implying here are those i acquired from my behaviors and my feelings.
First, today i apologized to a friend and it was great that he understands the motive of my actions. I am happy i have such a friend. And from this i learned one lesson: "Sometimes when a person makes a mistake, your correction is just making him feel that you are sorry for him and he will be even more upset. Understanding why he made the mistake must come before your attempt to correct it. Even better, if you understand why and encourage him to correct it himself". Personally i think true friendship lies in understanding :)
Currently i am feeling that i have not spoken what i need and have to speak to someone. In fact, i could not figure out who that was and i could not know how. Reality is just a blur eventually. Sometimes i can feel it comes very near but sometimes i can't feel it just a bit. I don't know what is wrong with me. I wish only i could have some heat, though just very little to spark whatever fire that need to be lighted. Nevertheless, it s still dark and i cant seem to find my way. I don't know ... I will watch out for it and hope that by any chance, i can find my answer!
For now, stay happy, healthy and ...
Go to sleep dude!
:)