Cold as You - Taylor Swift

I know blogging at this time is really a stupid thing because it has already passed 2 in the morning and i am supposed to be asleep. But i am downloading movies and i have to wait for it to finish. Not that i really like to download stuffs online, i know it is illegal. I swear to God that i have limited myself these days so much that i did not download anything from anywhere, except for emails and KM. No MP3, no movies, no e books, no software ....The most i do is to copy from my friends. But you know sometimes rules can be broken. I have watched "Angel and Demon" trailer and i know it is very nice (omg, cant stand it) but the whole holiday i just could not set aside anytime to go to the cinema. That s why i need to download it. But again i shall not watch it right after the moment i finish downloading because i want to sleep (no i need to sleep :)
Today probably will be the last day i stay up late because next week is the Common Test and i certainly do not want to look at the paper with "upside down, rolling and jumping" words as well as symbols that do not resemble numbers. Hell first CTs, aiming to pass everything including GP. Arhhhh i love GP the most because i don't know much about it in order to hate it. I wish i could know more about it then but HOW HOW HOW?
Mom knows i am going to have exams so she called yesterday. I am so touched that she wishes me luck and everything not only for the test but for the rest of my life. "You will regret what you tried your best for but didnt do your best for, but you wont regret what you tried your best for but still could not do your best for". That was a rough translation. Up to your own understanding, i dont really get it though. Usually everytimes she calls, she will do so but this time it was really special because this year i didnt go home. I missed home so much. Haha i forgot to mention that boring parts she always asked "why havent you been sleeping? what did you eat today? feeling good?...."
It has been rainy in Singapore these few days. I cannot cycle, go out so i just stay in the room and look at the rain and "emo". Alan asked me a question of what my elf is like, and my ans is of some creatures sitting at the top of a tree, looking far and contemplating. Can anyone see the resemblance between me and my elf now? Haha I like rains because i was born in a rainy day (this is random!)