Good bye to Romance - Ozzy Osburne

Today is Friday night, isn't it? And i don't feel like studying now and also, who study at 12:00 am on Friday night? Reflecting a bit on what has happened so far should do some good because i have been twirling around for the past two weeks.
First, Common Test results are out. Disappointingly, it didn't turn out to be as good as i expected. I could have done worse for some and could have done better for some. I felt it unfair because the subject i put in the most effort,i.e. GP, i got the worse result, an E. Damn! The rest was just fine. Still there will be three more exams and A level, i swear i will do better for GP. Yes, but the question is 'how'. I know my mom is unhappy about this because she always worries that i wont be able to go uni with an E for GP though she still tried to encourage me on the phone. I tried my best, perhaps not did my best :)
I still have not gotten used to the fact that i am no longer a SL. In the evening before last Tuesday, i still sit down and planned training and suddenly realized that i am not in the position to do it anymore. I laughed at myself at the desk. Tonight when i was making some tea, i asked myself a question "what is for training tomorrow?", the one i have never been asking myself for nearly a year. I am smiling to myself writing these down. Nevertheless, i know it will soon be over.
Currently, i have not been well. I was suffering a light flu, then an ankle injury which almost immobilise me. Sometimes i felt like half of my brain was gone. I couldnt feel anything but headache, somemore my nose bleeds thrice. I dont know what is happening. Fortunately, i just got some very nice music to relieve all those problems. I decide to take a good rest this weekend with music, sport and outgoings. There wont be any notes, tutorials, works that entangle my eye and my mind. Can you believe that i have finished all tutorials for all of the subjects up to the lecture's pace? Technically i got no more homework, yay!
Other than what i have learnt because i am forced to learn, i have learnt something else from my own experience. Do you think love is a function of distance and frequency and frienship is that of money and benefit exploited? Yes it sounds very sad because it is contrary to our expectation of a blue love and pure friendship. When a person says there is no point continuing this, you know it is really pointless. I have been trying to explain what happened but they were not listened and understood. My friendship has just gone through a test and it failed miserably but still there is hope if all those answer are just nonsensical and unthoughtful. If you read this, i want you to know that i have set up all those and from what i have seen, you are just using me though i am trying my best to give you what you want and resolve potential conflicts for you. All the damn you can give me back is how you can get me pay for everything and if i cant, i am out of the game. Is it true what you are thinking?
Let me end this with a joke i just invented during today chem lecture:
A student who just walks into the LT from the toilet, though he was walking quietly and tried not to disturb the lecture. The lecturer who is lecturing still turns to him and asks sarcastically "Are you coming back from toilet? What took you so long?" The LT bursts in laughter. The student waits there for the laughter to cease and he replied: "yes i was in the toilet because WHO GAVE A SHIT IN THIS LECTURE!, except for you". The lecturer sinks in embarrassment.
Moral of the story: dont anyhow mess with anyone!

~You can find any excuse to be happy in life. Stay cheerful but calm~