November Rain - Guns n Roses

The new template looks nice to me but it s a bit troublesome. It took me twenty minutes to find out how i can post a new entry.
Human, naturally is given a life but conceptually human never wants to take their life naturally. It s a tendency for everyone to direct their life in an easier way. Once it s inevitable to face challenges, or rather the nature of life, we cant take it. At that moment, life is a burden that all want to cop out. We seem to forget that it s part of us when we accept the gift of birth. For that reason, it s unquestionable whether or not we should take up challenges in life, we must. The main concern is rather be how we want to take it up. And again, as human nature, we wish to take it up in an easy way.
Perhaps to me, my current challenge in life is not something academic-related, moral-related but rather relationship. At my age, my nature teaches me how to be interested in another nature. We will all be taught, sooner or later. Through all this, i have understood that what i am being taught is not what relationship i want, not boyfriend, not girlfriend, but how to build a relationship.

It s always that person who has his/her own personality and feelings, so if you want to establish a relationship, you should ask yourself whether you are ready to take responsibilities for his/her happiness. How do you know if you are? Ask yourself if you can manage your emotions, if you can say for granted that all that you have shown to him/her are not spontaneous. Personally i cannot offer any answer to this question myself previously. Nevertheless, i know once i feel regretted, once i feel i should have not done it, once i feel perhaps we both misunderstood each other, i was unthoughtful. Never a relationship would start from spontaneous emotions, probably the process to get to a relationship itself is a long process. And how should it go? I don't know.

You know you feel, but you don't know what you are feeling and why. Your mind is just flooded in confusion. It would be better if you just take the feeling and stop questioning because a confused mind wont give a bright answer to itself. The more you tried, the more heavily you will collapse. If someone could make you laugh, then why not?

An apology would be never too late if eventually it were accepted.

"But lovers always come
And lovers always go
And no one's really sure
Who's letting go today"