Thursday, September 10, 2009

Holiday - Green Day

I guess i took a day-off today though yesterday i thought that today would be the official day i need to start studying. This morning i came to Maths with a headache and muscle ache and the lesson did not turn out as i expected. I wanted to attend cos they said they were gonna teach "Transformation of Graphs" but eventually the teacher did not go through it. Wasted almost 2 hours there.
Currently i am in no mood to joke around anymore, even with those who are really close to me. I do not know the reason. I just do not feel like doing it. Watching movies seems to help but in fact, i was cheered up for a moment then i felt down again. If there s a chance, "ice age 3" and "the hangover" is highly recommended. (Disclaimer: The hangover is over 18)

Currently i heard a lot about couples thingy and how all of them eventually broke up. Then i heard people discussing their opinions about this. Different but yet very interesting point of view. I shall restate some of the points here. Basically it s inevitable for you to come to a certain age and then, have a feeling for someone. Then, some says it s better you tell her la if not, she may like someone else. Some know breaking up happen after you feel that continuing this is burdening your life and you cant lie to yourself anymore.
I don't know la but after a while, i really feel like a little buzzing in my ears. To me, currently i understand that i am still too young and not mature enough to handle a proper relationship. I sometimes have feelings for this one, feelings for others, then no more and i said to myself luckily i did not disclose it to her. I cant be forced to like anyone or force myself to like anyone. At the moment, some good friends would be much better wouldn't it? Why do you want to get yourself in something you were not ready for?
It s promotional exam that you need to crank up. Oh and thanks to all my friends who lend me their GP essays. U all are really best friends. Thx a lot!

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